me: Night sir... How did your test go?
subject: oh, sorry. Went ok.
subject: Not great
subject: not horrible either.
subject: still there?
me: Yep
subject: cool. Just got done with my DnD session.
me: had fun?
subject: oh ya!
me: What kind of character are you?
subject: DM
me: The big guy
subject: yup
me: So anything else fun happened?
subject: in session? Or in general?
me: General, session... Anything
subject: One of my friends broke up with another of my friends and then started going out with yet another of my friends. That wasn't so much fun as confusing, but it was certainly something of interest.
me: College days... The drama!
subject: ya.... I thought we were past the drama. Luckily the old boyfriend doesn't go here, so I think it's just going to be a case of "We never saw that guy again..."
me: I see
me: Txs for sending me the logs
subject: np, did you have fun with the %subject 2% side of things?
me: Do you mind me putting them up on a blog when I take the nicks and the triggers out?
subject: I'd have to ask %subject 2% since she's involved (unless you edited out her portion, then we wouldn't have to ask) but I'm fine with it.
me: I did but both of you are too easy on each other... That's what happens if you give control to horny college kids... Not self control
me: I'm just talking out your portion... I'll ask her about hers
subject: ok, then go for it.
me: So what did you like, what did work and what did you not like or did not work for you in yesterdays session?
subject: I'll be honest. My motives were pretty clear at the end of my little domming session with her.
subject: Yesterday was great. The reinforcement of association of your words with Elena's voice was great.
me: So no way you could come without %subject 2% allowing you to?
subject: nope
me: A deeper trance then but still with full memory, right
subject: ya, though I'm actually a little fuzzy on the details at the deepest part, so I may be beginning to have the first effects of amnesia in trance.
me: With me I believe the memory thing is a matter of trust... And we will have to build that before you are ready to really let go... Although you think you want it
me: Good... Let's just take baby steps
me: Ready to go under?
subject: yup
me: Ok
me: I want to do a quick test first
me: I'm going to use the %TRIGGER% trigger 3 times ok
subject: ok
me: The first time I want you to relax but not go under and just imagine what the effect would be
me: The second time I want you to resist the trigger as hard as you can
me: The third time I want you to let the full effect take place
subject: ok
me: First take 5 deep breath, in, 3 count, out ,relax and let me know when you are ready
subject: ready
me: %TRIGGER%
me: Imagine the effect
me: Don't let go
me: Imagine what a great feeling this trigger gives you
me: How wonderful you will feel
me: %TRIGGER%
me: Resist
me: Don't let go
me: Resist the wonderful feeling
me: Don't give it
me: %TRIGGER%
me: Now let go
me: Down
me: Down
me: Down
me: Down
me: Deeper down
me: This wonderful feeling
me: Relaxing
me: So wonderful
me: Ready to obey
me: A bit arroused
me: Not too muich but just a nice feeling
me: Open
me: Willing
me: Ready to do what your Mistress Elena tells you
me: So happy
me: A bit horny
me: Ready to please
me: Obey
me: Are you feeling good pet?
subject: y
me: How deep are you pet?
subject: 8
me: Good pet
me: Now you remember pet how deep you have gone before
me: Feeling so good
me: Just start letting go
me: And with every word
me: Every single letter you slowly drift deeper
me: And deeper
me: To that level
me: That deep relaxing
me: Obeying willing level of trance
me: You want to get to
me: Down
me: Down
me: Deeper
me: Down
me: Now I want you to count down
me: From 20 to 1
me: And with every count
me: You take a breath in and out
me: Going deeper with every number
me: Slowing down with every number
me: And when yo get to one
me: You'll go so deep
me: Deeper than ever before
me: And you will twll your mistress what you want to do
me: When you get so deep
me: Counting down
me: Down
me: Down
me: Going deeper
me: The numbers smaller
me: And smaller
me: Slowing down
me: Deeper
me: So ready to obey
me: So needing to obey
me: To Mistress Elena
me: Reading her words
me: Hearing her sexy seducing wonderful voice
me: Drawing you closer
me: Deeper
me: Down
me: Into a trance
me: That will make you mine
me: Me your Mistress
me: Ready to please me
me: Serve me
me: Obey my every word
subject: I want to obey
me: Feeling so good
me: Why do you want to obey me pet?
subject: because it gives me pleasure
me: You know you have to obey me pet
me: Good boy
me: So how deep are you pet?
subject: 17
me: Nice pet
me: Now I want you to imagine you are standing in front of a mirror
me: Can you see the mirror pet
subject: y
me: Good pet
me: Going deeper
me: And feeling so nice
me: Arroused
me: Horny
me: Ready to obey my every word
me: Tell me what you see in the mirror pet
subject: me. The poster behind me. The wall behind me
me: That's right pet
me: Now you can feel something great happen
me: You can feel you conscious leave you
me: And go to the mirror
me: You conscious just floats nicely out of you towards the mirror
me: Slowly
me: Going deeper
me: Floating in front of you
me: Towards the mirror
me: And you go inside the mirror
me: Getting inside your other self
me: Going deeper
me: Now you can see through the eyes of your mirror self
me: What do you see pet
subject: me
me: Right pet
me: But when you look closer you see your subconscious through the eyes of you conscious
me: And your self in the mirror has no memories
me: So you look away from the mirror
me: And go deeper and deeper
me: And down
me: And down
me: And you let go of your conscious in the mirror
me: Knowing that your self will rememember everything
me: And that you mirror conscious self does not to need to worry about remembring anything
me: So you can go deeper now
me: And you are ready to obey me
me: Mistress Elena
me: Now listen very carefully pet
me: And I will reward you
me: Go deeper and deeper
me: Tell me what you would like to have as a reward?
subject: be a girl
me: That's right pet
me: Now go deep
me: Deep down
me: Deepr
me: Feeling so good
me: You know your Mistress can make you a girl
me: The perfect girl you have deep down in you
me: Now look closer at the mirror and you can see yourself... You can see that girl
me: The girl you always wanted to be
me: Can you see her
subject: y
me: Tell me about the girl you see
subject: long straight brown hair. Short. Pretty little nose and mouth. Big bright smile. Little apples sized breasts.
me: That's right pet
me: That is you
me: Your inner girl that from now on is freeded to come out at any time
me: Any time you see or hear You are %TRIGGER%
me: Any time you see those words you will leave your body and the girl of your dreams will stay behind in your body
me: You will be able to see her
me: Observe her
me: But she will be in your body
me: In control
me: You just observing
me: Would you like that pet?
subject: n, I want her body
me: Take a look in the mirror
me: You have that body
me: Can you see
subject: y
me: When you leave your body the girl and the girls body will stay behind
me: Can you see that
subject: y
me: Would you like that
subject: y
me: you leave your body whenever you see or hear %TRIGGER%
me: Leaving the girl and the body of that wonderful girl behind
me: And your self will remain behind
me: Observing
me: Still obeying me
me: The girl will be free
me: But you will obeying me
me: And do everything I say
me: While looking at the girl
me: Being that girl
me: So free
me: Feeling great
me: Now go deeper pet
me: So deep
me: Down
me: Down
me: Feeling good
me: And slow down
me: Relax
me: Drift slowely deeper
me: Leaving all memories behind
me: But knowing what you can do
me: Who you are
me: Down
me: Deeper
me: Relaxing
me: Now just calm down
me: Relax
me: Quite
me: And look at the mirror again
me: You see the girl
me: She's ready to become you again
me: Floating back
me: Leaving all memories in the mirror
me: Floating back
me: One again
me: Knowing you are this wonderful girl
me: Feeling so good
me: Slowing down
me: Now relax
me: It's time to wake up
me: Leaving this wonderful trance
me: You can come back to any time
me: You will wake up at the count of 3
me: W
me: Feeling great
me: 1
me: Feeling great
me: 2
me: Feeling wonderful
me: 3
me: Wide awake and feeling fantastick
me: Feeling great and wide awake
me: Feeling good
me: Are you feeling ok
subject: yup
me: Fully awake
subject: yup
me: Ok
me: So... What happened?
subject: I remember you doing something with a mirror. When I first woke up, I remember remembering everything, but I consciously let the memories go I think, because I'm remembering less and less now. I remember being a girl for a while though. I'm still feeling a tiny aftereffect of the body-change hallucination.
me: Well maybe you just fell asleep a bit
me: I lost you for a second as if you slept
me: And had a dream
subject: maybe, but I do remember coming out of it and thinking, "That's too bad, I remember everything."
me: That's' too bad
me: But %TRIGGER%
me: Right?
subject: hehe, yes.
me: So who do you see?
subject: I see myself silly
me: Dumb me
me: Tell me what you like best about your body
subject: I don't know. My breasts are just about perfectly proportioned for my body I'd say. *giggle and whisper* and the nipples are nice and sensitive.
me: Right
me: Anything you want to talk about?
subject: I don't know. I'm feeling content to just sit right now. Would you like to talk about something?
me: Nope just have fun relaxing
me: Enjoy your body
subject: hehe, don't worry, I am.
me: It sounds like a nice body
me: Now you go deep down pet
me: %TRIGGER%
me: Going down
me: Relaxing
me: Obeying me
me: Down
me: Down
me: And relax
me: Deeper
me: Can you hear me pet?
subject: y
me: When I wake you up you will remember everything after it triggered you and you"ll be back in your body
me: And you will tell me what you remeber
me: Waking on the count of 3
me: 1
me: Feeling good
me: 2
me: Feeling great
me: 3
me: Wide awake feeling fantastic
subject: Awesome, that was fun
me: Awake and feeling great
me: What was?
subject: being a girl!
subject: I didn't have the full hallucination, but the steps I got were amazing
me: What did you get?
subject: the hair, the boobs, the face (to the extent I could feel it and see it through the mirror) I also felt a little smaller somehow and my hips and legs felt more feminine. Basically, everything but my genitals felt like it became more feminine.
me: I suspected you started playing with yourself
subject: maybe just a bit
subject: no more so than as a guy
subject: but I went under pretty easily as a guy tonight, so I don't know.
me: But it made you come out of the trigger?
subject: no
subject: I was a girl the whole time I was under after being triggered.
me: I mean you're not a girl now
subject: nope
me: That's what I mean... I used the trance to get you back
subject: oh ya, the trance turned me back
me: So now we have two triggers I would like to work on for the next two weeks
me: Deepeing and such
subject: yay
me: Putting some safeties in
subject: that would be good.
me: Maybe make them self triggerable if you like
subject: yes please
me: I thought so
me: I guess you remeber the whole session by now and that you know the new trigger
subject: I know the trigger. Still fuzzy on the deepest parts of the session.
me: Don't worry about remembring
me: It would spoil the effect
subject: I'm not
me: Ok... So now go and play with your new trigger... But first send me the log of this session before you get all hot and horny
subject: ok, sadly I don't think I can play with my new trigger right now since my roommate wants to sleep soon, but I'll definitely give it a try tomorrow.
me: Hey... Your loss
subject: oh, and one more thing. Next time we reinforce this trigger, could you make it so that it's Mistress ____, so I can use the name of whoever is triggering me?
me: Good idea
me: What if we trigger and you just let it fade overnight...
subject: I was actually thinking I'd do that anyway. Feel free.
me: You can tell me how that felt then tomorrow
subject: sounds good.
me: %TRIGGER%
me: Don't forget to send me the logs girl
Subject: I won't Master!
No comments:
Post a Comment