As I said, I've been experimenting with hypnosis for about two years now... and only as a subject. The reasons are very simple:
- Find a way to be able to do some (self) bondage without the hassle of ropes and chains and belts...
- Find a way to give someone remote control over my arousal and the orgasmic release (or lack thereof)
Hence the nick 'ocntrl'
After trying numerous files on the www.warpmymind.com website I became rather frustrated. None of the files really worked and the whole trance thing did not feel as I thought it should. And yet... I was (and still am) a strong believer in hypnosis.
After about a year I ended up on an IRC channel and was fortunate to find a tist willing to do a text trance session with me. To say that it was an interesting experience is an understantement.
Still no mermory loss or funny behaviour but I can tell you I got stuck in my chair.
Since then, that tist has installed a limited number of triggers that allow some control over me if I chose to and it has been fun to hand the control over to some of my friends here on the web.
Still... until this day I'm in search for that all overwhelming experience of not remembring that I was in trance and experience the result of the suggestions at a later, unexepcted time. That search will continue... but in the mean time I'm trying to give that to other people hoping it will teach me how to get there myself.
Kaos
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